zend of teh school year is fast approching

Where has teh time gone, it feels like the school year or semester just start. Where does teh time go?

Ive been pretty busy with school, rowing and cadets, now ontop of it all I am in the beginning stages of planning to move out on my own, On June 4 7 I am biking to and from Stathroy for PSNE ( Phyciatrics Servivers Network Of Elgin) I had a Child Abuse report that was 10 pages due for Parenting class Have to plan a trip around Canada for Geograpghy thast due on Friday, I completed a MEntal Health report for my English Class, I have to seel tickets for Rowing for june 10 go to that meet with a thapist and write exams,... And if it all works out go to summer camp with cadets and if not work at PSNE and vulonteer at Barnabas again. In september Join the reserves and go back to school regester into Fanshaw for a PSW. I am soo busy right now I dont even know witch way to turn.

Well I am outa here not much other then what I have said has happened, TJ Wade passed away in a house fire on Tuesday May 19 at 4 ion the morning trying to save his cat. I am sorry for your loss the WADE family. R.I.P T.J Im going to miss ya Love ya buddy :)

School

Well today I have just found out that my best friend hasd now been put between a rock and a hard spot. She is now being told that her mom will leave and stop the ODSP and well thats her only income so i am trying to find a way that we can get her mom off the co signing of the ODSP and teh banck. Can anyone help me with that.

Row boats

These are a few pics that i found of the same type of row boat that I row in enjoy

Rowing

Well I am on the rowing team at school and my nick name is zipper, I am called that cause I have this need for speed, I am finally ddone with this stupid student teacher I am quite gladthat she is gone i am now just about failin English because of her. Well ghoing to get a bit of sleep I am tired. night all

March break

Okay well the way that i have started up my march break was by cleaning my room. It only took 3 hours to do it this time. so i think I am getting better at it lol.

I went to church this morning adn went to sighn out a book rom the church library and was told no because ( Bonnie a person who ive had a bit of trouble with in the past) said no because she thought that I was not responcible enough. I am so confused i thought that churches would want people who atgtened there church to take book out that have something to do with tehre faith.

Well once again I am back working at Pet Friends For Life and once again the new owner is giving me the crudy jobs, Where all I do is empty the litter boxs or end up sitting in a room full of the sick cats. Dont get me wrong but when the other owner was there I had started to move up in the world where I was doing some of the administration sifts. I love workering there and helping out the cats but being the girl that they push around is started to get abit reduliculus since I know more about the cats and what they like and dont like then the stupid owner. Like Kilo ( wont let you pet him unless you touh his far back) and he wont eat dry food hell only eat wet but she will only give him dry normally they put this spray on the food but she wont for Kilo. so its just little things like that, that I notice and bring up and told just get back to work.

Anyway Heather is now having her Grandchildren over tomorrow at 7 Am in the morning yahoo,well talk to you later all.

Mac Beth

We are studying Mac Beth and Im loving it. I undersstnad it so much since we have been reading it as well as watching the movies. So dont have very much to write, but been pretty quite around here

Marraige

Okay. I am really quite mad about this. First my father gets married to a person that I hardly new when I was 13 I got over that and shes a nice lady and all. But I just cant live with her.

Now my mother is getting married and its to a guy that's a a*( *9) like hes hardly treated her great. He does not like me at all and now now this guy is going to be my step dad and his daughter is going to be my step sister. I know that I cant change who my mom likes but to be honest I've always had to be the one to bring her to realty and show her what the men are really like. I am just so flabbergasted because she tells me this over a text Rather then pick up the phone and stuff.

I am just so confused. I known that this wont be a healthy relationship and stuff but I don't really know how I can get through to her when i live 2 1/2 hours away. I just know this will turn out badly.*****

Rowing team

Well Not verty much has been happening but i am sore from rowing, i am tring out for the rowing team. I love it but its really physically demanding. anyone know things that help with notg getting dehydrated. and whats helps to prvent blisters on your feet and hands?

Home work

I am kinda lost oj this how i it possioble to have more homework in Travel and Tourism then you do in English, I hasve a problem with that it does not really make much sence. ANY WAY I camnt wait untill I get to collage, I am grade 12 but I am going to go back for the victory lap.

Bored

just though id say hi ive been gone all week lol

the moms song

This is soo funny this is for all you moms out there

FTX JAN 2009!!!!!

Well. Dakota and I went ot Peace keepers this past weekebd and the first thing that we did was set yup our artic tents. This is somewhat like the one I have here.

That was a job in its self. the 2833 showed up after it was done and just after dinner so we then where issed our kits of Artic mitts adn mutluck s and parkas. Then we went snow shoeing and that was fun. Made tunnels in the snow. In the afternoon we spent it making an imperiazzedshelter took 10 people to take Dakotas and mione down. Sking and the today we packed up and it was intersesting but it worked. Sorry that its not in great deail but I was a tent commander asd was more worried about the cadets then what we doing, Im sure that it will be a fuller version from Dakota.

Exams

Okay it is time for exams once again. I wrote an exam yesturday that I have been told by the teacher that would not have to write since christmas, because I waas told to work in the cafe, so needless to say I had not studied or even had the notes to look at, have the materials tought to me. Can you tell me how that was fair? have anyone had this experience? would love to hear it

Relationships

Well, Once again I have managed to get my partner mad at me and get dumped all in 5 minutes. I am beginning to wonder if its even worth being in a realation ship ny more.
I am just so upset I gave my heart and love to her and she goes adn messes with some guy. Thats just not cool.

Then she tries to blam me for not speading time well how can you if that person adviods youor does not show up to school everyday or kluck if its once a week.


Well maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Hope my exam tomorrow goes well.

13th birthday

this is kinda funny but sill but here it is when i was thirteen living in Torionto

I am now 17 years old

Burns

I am not not able to bend my pointer fingure on my right hand. I have a second degger burn. I manged this by touching a ladle that was hot over lunch hour. Some one forgot to turn off the grill and then J put the gravy ob it with out checking and I went to put gravy on my fries and instead burnt my first two fingers on my right hand. I have not go to the hostpital but had the secatary at the school looka t it whos on the code blue team adn she said its a second degree burn. I have to shoot tonight. i am gonna havenfun trying to shoot is all i can say

Moving out on your own?

Well I am on my last straw. I am officially looking to move out on my own. I come home to night adn Heather starts to B*tch at me and stuuf adn then as I am taking my shoes off shes like tajke themn off down stairs DO you know how hard it is to take off perade boots standing? It pretty hard. Then she starts yelling at me about my laundry downj stairs still if she needed the washer it was free my cloths were in the dry hiw hard is it to take them out and put them in the bastket. Not t9o mention that she did laundry yesturdy as well so there is no reason that she owuld need the dry for anything..


If any one knows of a cheap appartment in St Thomas with all inclusive please let me Know.

up lifting spirts pic urll laugh

these are just a few random pics that lifted my sprits up tonight enjoy

Ramblings

Okay, well lately I have been digging my self a hole it seems that know matter what i have tried to do with my church, I am always at the losing end. I have left this church cause of the way some of the members have treated me.

Then to night I had recived a call from a so called friend and told me that they did not care what was going on and that I should stop e-mailing them and talking to them, but yet there the ones who keep on calling and startedc the whole e-mail and the calling everyday. When they call yes I do find ways of trying to get off the phone but tyhey always call when I am busy.

So now not only have I left my church/ kicked out because of my sexual oriantion, and the fact that having people medling in my life does not do well expecially if it cost me everything that kept me going for awhile. I have now lost a family that I have known for what is it like 4 1/2 years start being really quit rude and I am trying to peice this back but itsd a two sided sitution here i cant do all the work by myself.

So now I dont know what Im going to do. Living in my foster home is not working all that great right now, im looking at trying to get out on my own. I have lost like almost my whole sosial life besides the VanRooys' I am now like almost friend less. Its kinda sad actully.

Any ideas about anything here and let me know.

The Wii

Okay, so my friend Carol got a Wii for christmas and They just resently got a Wii fit and we have been playing it for a while and in just one day I have lost 2.6 pounds is what it says. I dont think that It is heathy but at the same point ive never been one to keep weight on.

It is also saying that my activity age is 20 and my real age 17 and 4 months. Thats pretty good. I have been active all my life so I guess that has helped.

Well got to and help Dolt with the sims castaway. Talk to you soon

Having a blast playing adn hanging out this the Moes'.

School

I am at school and once again I am really board. I dont belive that this teacher can be such a Dick man. She gives me an assingment that she could have given me yesturday adn she sat tehre and made sure that I did. Now instead of only having on English Assigment to do I now have to!!! I just dont know what to do. I need to find a spot to do it other then my house or thes school. I am so screwed this semester its not funny. AHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

cadets ftx in the cold

well i made it this weekend. heres a few shots the i was able to take. drent soyer mcgiuin and of course Dakota.

Camping

Well. I am om off winter camping with cadets. going to woodstock. be home Sunday tell you all about it

singing cats to go with Caol VRs post

well hope ou enjoy it click here www.stupidvideos.com/video/animals/Kitty_Metalhead_Singing_Cats_Part_2/

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To go with singing house

singinh housres the the nexxt stup up click her

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Church

Well its official now I am done with the church in Aylmer. The people have spoken in actions and not words. I am done tired of the roumour and being judge, Hope its for the best.

Teachers losing students work

Okay I have been having diffiulties with my art eteacher all year. I have done this one work sheet like 4 different times and hand it in again and again and she alsways hands it back then a few weeks later she tells me that i am still missing it. I am tired of doing it over I have made sure that she has recorded it but it seems never to get recored in the right spot.

What should I do? I have tried stuff but it does not seem to work andy ideas wold be great

Flabergasted Student

calling at night

I have a friend that calls everynight around the same time and its always when Im falling a sleep. I dont know what to say any ideas

Babysitting

Well I babysat for my aunt and now well Im being accoused of leaving him in the appartment by him self. who does this nabour think she is??

I went to the store to buy my self food when Ashley had Josh with her. like come one whod do that leave an 8 month old unateed in a appartment?

I am justy soo flabergasted that once again Im being accused of doing something that Im not or have never done it

Photos from today

Well to day i went to a friends house adn borrowed his camra for the Cadet FTX next weekend adn these are just a few tht i have saved from learning on the camra. one of them i did photo shop on

50 things about me

1. My name is Eileen Boudreau.
2. I love all animals.
3. I am in Army Cadets
4. My foavorite colour is blue
5. I am 17 years old
6. I have Asburger Sydome
7. I have ADHD
8. I AM a girl( sorry WORNG WORD)
9. I have two dogs
10. There names are pebby and peanut
11. I live in a foster home
12. My foster moms name is Heather
13. I am good in Science
14. I am becomeing a baker in school
15. My best friend is Dakota
16. I Email Carol and Dakota the most
17. I am addecited to blogging\
18. I cant spell for the life of me
19. My birthday is Sept 7
20. My parents names are Ken and Kerry\
21. I have bluey greeny yellowy eyes\
22. I have dirty blond hair
23. I have died my hair a redy purple right now
24. I love watching cartoons
25. I love white water canoeing
26. I love all the seasons
27. I have been in 18 different schools
28. Iwear glasses
29. I feel safe when im with people who want to be with me
30. I love when my adranaline gets going
31. Most people find it hard to get to know me\
32. I select what courses i take in school
33. I am kinda shy at first meeting
34. I am elarning how not to look at the key borad when I am typing
35. I own my own computer
36. I love to be in the out doors
37. I love to camp
38. I am shorta afaid hights since this past summer
39. I like watching house. bones.
40. I love the movies Harry Potter books and movies
41. my room is kinda messy
42. I love to Play sims 2
43. I have 5 different e-mail addresses
44. I am an okay drawer
45. I have a helmet that is red with caution tape
46. I live in Ontario
47. I live on a street with a number
48. I use to have sezires when I was a babybut out grew it
49. I was hit by are car at age 7 and was in a wheel chair for 6 months
50. I love too hang out with friends.

Lord of The Rings Marathon

Well I started a Lord of the Rings Marathon at 2pm Saturday in Straffordville, and Im just getting home now.I am so tired that I am over tired. But I just thought I would share that. Well im gonna try to get some sleep.

Friendships

Well, I have been pretty messed up from august to December. Between my parents. Children's aid and my friends.

Over the summer I had come out to my closet friends and family, My ex best friend and her uncle had invited me to Toronto to go to Gay Pride parade, I said sure that I can go. Then later around 12 am that night she was like telling me how three where gonna be people doing some really strange stuff, it was sorta creeping me out, as I had just come out to her like not even 4 weeks before, I was just really coming to turns my shelf.

Then out of know where she starts to try to like do stuff, it was uncomfortable as I was already in an relationship and I didn't have those feelings towards her. I told her that then she got all mad and told me that she was not gonna talk to me again. I did not know what o do so I got up dressed and left.

Well I have tried and so many different occasions to try and talk to her to tell her why I could not go. She's still like mad and stuff that I did not play into the little game of hers.

She thinks that because I'm Gay I have feelings for all women in that way, but the truth is its just the as a girl liking a guy or a guy liking a girl.

I just needed to get this off my chest, I had tried to talk to her tonight but I just got yelled at again and stuff.
Well I'm not sure of what I can do about this Ill just have to wait it out