Thursday, January 1, 2009

Friendships

Well, I have been pretty messed up from august to December. Between my parents. Children's aid and my friends.

Over the summer I had come out to my closet friends and family, My ex best friend and her uncle had invited me to Toronto to go to Gay Pride parade, I said sure that I can go. Then later around 12 am that night she was like telling me how three where gonna be people doing some really strange stuff, it was sorta creeping me out, as I had just come out to her like not even 4 weeks before, I was just really coming to turns my shelf.

Then out of know where she starts to try to like do stuff, it was uncomfortable as I was already in an relationship and I didn't have those feelings towards her. I told her that then she got all mad and told me that she was not gonna talk to me again. I did not know what o do so I got up dressed and left.

Well I have tried and so many different occasions to try and talk to her to tell her why I could not go. She's still like mad and stuff that I did not play into the little game of hers.

She thinks that because I'm Gay I have feelings for all women in that way, but the truth is its just the as a girl liking a guy or a guy liking a girl.

I just needed to get this off my chest, I had tried to talk to her tonight but I just got yelled at again and stuff.
Well I'm not sure of what I can do about this Ill just have to wait it out

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