A Night in my Hammock

Im back

2011-09-13T20:01:00.002-04:00

Well I actually just happened to stumble back on to here, by clicking my own site, so I am planing on starting this back up.

So an update, I had moved in with my mom then ended up moving back here and am on my own again, Just turned 20 and well Ive grown up alot this past year.

zend of teh school year is fast approching

2009-05-27T22:58:00.002-04:00

Where has teh time gone, it feels like the school year or semester just start. Where does teh time go?

Ive been pretty busy with school, rowing and cadets, now ontop of it all I am in the beginning stages of planning to move out on my own, On June 4 7 I am biking to and from Stathroy for PSNE ( Phyciatrics Servivers Network Of Elgin) I had a Child Abuse report that was 10 pages due for Parenting class Have to plan a trip around Canada for Geograpghy thast due on Friday, I completed a MEntal Health report for my English Class, I have to seel tickets for Rowing for june 10 go to that meet with a thapist and write exams,... And if it all works out go to summer camp with cadets and if not work at PSNE and vulonteer at Barnabas again. In september Join the reserves and go back to school regester into Fanshaw for a PSW. I am soo busy right now I dont even know witch way to turn.

Well I am outa here not much other then what I have said has happened, TJ Wade passed away in a house fire on Tuesday May 19 at 4 ion the morning trying to save his cat. I am sorry for your loss the WADE family. R.I.P T.J Im going to miss ya Love ya buddy :)

School

2009-04-28T12:51:00.002-04:00

Well today I have just found out that my best friend hasd now been put between a rock and a hard spot. She is now being told that her mom will leave and stop the ODSP and well thats her only income so i am trying to find a way that we can get her mom off the co signing of the ODSP and teh banck. Can anyone help me with that.

Row boats

2009-04-24T11:03:00.001-04:00

These are a few pics that i found of the same type of row boat that I row in enjoy

Rowing

2009-04-23T20:06:00.003-04:00

Well I am on the rowing team at school and my nick name is zipper, I am called that cause I have this need for speed, I am finally ddone with this stupid student teacher I am quite gladthat she is gone i am now just about failin English because of her. Well ghoing to get a bit of sleep I am tired. night all

March break

2009-03-15T20:55:00.002-04:00

Okay well the way that i have started up my march break was by cleaning my room. It only took 3 hours to do it this time. so i think I am getting better at it lol.

I went to church this morning adn went to sighn out a book rom the church library and was told no because ( Bonnie a person who ive had a bit of trouble with in the past) said no because she thought that I was not responcible enough. I am so confused i thought that churches would want people who atgtened there church to take book out that have something to do with tehre faith.

Well once again I am back working at Pet Friends For Life and once again the new owner is giving me the crudy jobs, Where all I do is empty the litter boxs or end up sitting in a room full of the sick cats. Dont get me wrong but when the other owner was there I had started to move up in the world where I was doing some of the administration sifts. I love workering there and helping out the cats but being the girl that they push around is started to get abit reduliculus since I know more about the cats and what they like and dont like then the stupid owner. Like Kilo ( wont let you pet him unless you touh his far back) and he wont eat dry food hell only eat wet but she will only give him dry normally they put this spray on the food but she wont for Kilo. so its just little things like that, that I notice and bring up and told just get back to work.

Anyway Heather is now having her Grandchildren over tomorrow at 7 Am in the morning yahoo,well talk to you later all.

Mac Beth

2009-02-27T21:08:00.002-05:00

We are studying Mac Beth and Im loving it. I undersstnad it so much since we have been reading it as well as watching the movies. So dont have very much to write, but been pretty quite around here

Marraige

2009-02-14T18:04:00.004-05:00

Okay. I am really quite mad about this. First my father gets married to a person that I hardly new when I was 13 I got over that and shes a nice lady and all. But I just cant live with her.

Now my mother is getting married and its to a guy that's a a*( *9) like hes hardly treated her great. He does not like me at all and now now this guy is going to be my step dad and his daughter is going to be my step sister. I know that I cant change who my mom likes but to be honest I've always had to be the one to bring her to realty and show her what the men are really like. I am just so flabbergasted because she tells me this over a text Rather then pick up the phone and stuff.

I am just so confused. I known that this wont be a healthy relationship and stuff but I don't really know how I can get through to her when i live 2 1/2 hours away. I just know this will turn out badly.*****

Rowing team

2009-02-11T20:42:00.002-05:00

Well Not verty much has been happening but i am sore from rowing, i am tring out for the rowing team. I love it but its really physically demanding. anyone know things that help with notg getting dehydrated. and whats helps to prvent blisters on your feet and hands?

Home work

2009-02-08T09:57:00.002-05:00

I am kinda lost oj this how i it possioble to have more homework in Travel and Tourism then you do in English, I hasve a problem with that it does not really make much sence. ANY WAY I camnt wait untill I get to collage, I am grade 12 but I am going to go back for the victory lap.

Bored

2009-02-06T20:08:00.001-05:00

just though id say hi ive been gone all week lol

the moms song

2009-02-03T15:28:00.002-05:00

This is soo funny this is for all you moms out there

FTX JAN 2009!!!!!

2009-02-01T21:20:00.004-05:00

Well. Dakota and I went ot Peace keepers this past weekebd and the first thing that we did was set yup our artic tents. This is somewhat like the one I have here.

That was a job in its self. the 2833 showed up after it was done and just after dinner so we then where issed our kits of Artic mitts adn mutluck s and parkas. Then we went snow shoeing and that was fun. Made tunnels in the snow. In the afternoon we spent it making an imperiazzedshelter took 10 people to take Dakotas and mione down. Sking and the today we packed up and it was intersesting but it worked. Sorry that its not in great deail but I was a tent commander asd was more worried about the cadets then what we doing, Im sure that it will be a fuller version from Dakota.

Exams

2009-01-27T07:06:00.002-05:00

Okay it is time for exams once again. I wrote an exam yesturday that I have been told by the teacher that would not have to write since christmas, because I waas told to work in the cafe, so needless to say I had not studied or even had the notes to look at, have the materials tought to me. Can you tell me how that was fair? have anyone had this experience? would love to hear it

Relationships

2009-01-22T22:38:00.001-05:00

Well, Once again I have managed to get my partner mad at me and get dumped all in 5 minutes. I am beginning to wonder if its even worth being in a realation ship ny more.
I am just so upset I gave my heart and love to her and she goes adn messes with some guy. Thats just not cool.

Then she tries to blam me for not speading time well how can you if that person adviods youor does not show up to school everyday or kluck if its once a week.

Well maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Hope my exam tomorrow goes well.

13th birthday

2009-01-21T21:36:00.003-05:00

this is kinda funny but sill but here it is when i was thirteen living in Torionto

I am now 17 years old

Burns

2009-01-20T12:55:00.002-05:00

I am not not able to bend my pointer fingure on my right hand. I have a second degger burn. I manged this by touching a ladle that was hot over lunch hour. Some one forgot to turn off the grill and then J put the gravy ob it with out checking and I went to put gravy on my fries and instead burnt my first two fingers on my right hand. I have not go to the hostpital but had the secatary at the school looka t it whos on the code blue team adn she said its a second degree burn. I have to shoot tonight. i am gonna havenfun trying to shoot is all i can say

Moving out on your own?

2009-01-19T21:27:00.002-05:00

Well I am on my last straw. I am officially looking to move out on my own. I come home to night adn Heather starts to B*tch at me and stuuf adn then as I am taking my shoes off shes like tajke themn off down stairs DO you know how hard it is to take off perade boots standing? It pretty hard. Then she starts yelling at me about my laundry downj stairs still if she needed the washer it was free my cloths were in the dry hiw hard is it to take them out and put them in the bastket. Not t9o mention that she did laundry yesturdy as well so there is no reason that she owuld need the dry for anything..

If any one knows of a cheap appartment in St Thomas with all inclusive please let me Know.

up lifting spirts pic urll laugh

2009-01-18T22:27:00.000-05:00

these are just a few random pics that lifted my sprits up tonight enjoy

Ramblings

2009-01-18T20:51:00.006-05:00

Okay, well lately I have been digging my self a hole it seems that know matter what i have tried to do with my church, I am always at the losing end. I have left this church cause of the way some of the members have treated me.

Then to night I had recived a call from a so called friend and told me that they did not care what was going on and that I should stop e-mailing them and talking to them, but yet there the ones who keep on calling and startedc the whole e-mail and the calling everyday. When they call yes I do find ways of trying to get off the phone but tyhey always call when I am busy.

So now not only have I left my church/ kicked out because of my sexual oriantion, and the fact that having people medling in my life does not do well expecially if it cost me everything that kept me going for awhile. I have now lost a family that I have known for what is it like 4 1/2 years start being really quit rude and I am trying to peice this back but itsd a two sided sitution here i cant do all the work by myself.

So now I dont know what Im going to do. Living in my foster home is not working all that great right now, im looking at trying to get out on my own. I have lost like almost my whole sosial life besides the VanRooys' I am now like almost friend less. Its kinda sad actully.

Any ideas about anything here and let me know.

The Wii

2009-01-17T19:46:00.004-05:00

Okay, so my friend Carol got a Wii for christmas and They just resently got a Wii fit and we have been playing it for a while and in just one day I have lost 2.6 pounds is what it says. I dont think that It is heathy but at the same point ive never been one to keep weight on.

It is also saying that my activity age is 20 and my real age 17 and 4 months. Thats pretty good. I have been active all my life so I guess that has helped.

Well got to and help Dolt with the sims castaway. Talk to you soon

Having a blast playing adn hanging out this the Moes'.

School

2009-01-14T13:17:00.006-05:00

I am at school and once again I am really board. I dont belive that this teacher can be such a Dick man. She gives me an assingment that she could have given me yesturday adn she sat tehre and made sure that I did. Now instead of only having on English Assigment to do I now have to!!! I just dont know what to do. I need to find a spot to do it other then my house or thes school. I am so screwed this semester its not funny. AHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

cadets ftx in the cold

2009-01-12T07:30:00.004-05:00

well i made it this weekend. heres a few shots the i was able to take. drent soyer mcgiuin and of course Dakota.

Camping

2009-01-09T07:22:00.001-05:00

Well. I am om off winter camping with cadets. going to woodstock. be home Sunday tell you all about it

singing cats to go with Caol VRs post

2009-01-08T23:48:00.001-05:00

well hope ou enjoy it click here www.stupidvideos.com/video/animals/Kitty_Metalhead_Singing_Cats_Part_2/

hi

2009-01-08T23:44:00.000-05:00

click here

To go with singing house

2009-01-08T23:36:00.002-05:00

singinh housres the the nexxt stup up click her

2009-01-08T23:32:00.000-05:00

http://www.stupidvideos.com/video/all/Kitty_Metalhead_Singing_Cats_Part_2/#213046 clich here

Church

2009-01-08T20:34:00.002-05:00

Well its official now I am done with the church in Aylmer. The people have spoken in actions and not words. I am done tired of the roumour and being judge, Hope its for the best.

Teachers losing students work

2009-01-08T15:21:00.001-05:00

Okay I have been having diffiulties with my art eteacher all year. I have done this one work sheet like 4 different times and hand it in again and again and she alsways hands it back then a few weeks later she tells me that i am still missing it. I am tired of doing it over I have made sure that she has recorded it but it seems never to get recored in the right spot.

What should I do? I have tried stuff but it does not seem to work andy ideas wold be great

Flabergasted Student

calling at night

2009-01-07T22:14:00.001-05:00

I have a friend that calls everynight around the same time and its always when Im falling a sleep. I dont know what to say any ideas

Babysitting

2009-01-06T23:36:00.002-05:00

Well I babysat for my aunt and now well Im being accoused of leaving him in the appartment by him self. who does this nabour think she is??

I went to the store to buy my self food when Ashley had Josh with her. like come one whod do that leave an 8 month old unateed in a appartment?

I am justy soo flabergasted that once again Im being accused of doing something that Im not or have never done it

Photos from today

2009-01-04T20:44:00.003-05:00

Well to day i went to a friends house adn borrowed his camra for the Cadet FTX next weekend adn these are just a few tht i have saved from learning on the camra. one of them i did photo shop on

50 things about me

2009-01-03T23:04:00.004-05:00

My name is Eileen Boudreau.
I love all animals.
I am in Army Cadets
My foavorite colour is blue
I am 17 years old
I have Asburger Sydome
I have ADHD
I AM a girl( sorry WORNG WORD)
I have two dogs
There names are pebby and peanut
I live in a foster home
My foster moms name is Heather
I am good in Science
I am becomeing a baker in school
My best friend is Dakota
I Email Carol and Dakota the most
I am addecited to blogging\
I cant spell for the life of me
My birthday is Sept 7
My parents names are Ken and Kerry\
I have bluey greeny yellowy eyes\
I have dirty blond hair
I have died my hair a redy purple right now
I love watching cartoons
I love white water canoeing
I love all the seasons
I have been in 18 different schools
Iwear glasses
I feel safe when im with people who want to be with me
I love when my adranaline gets going
Most people find it hard to get to know me\
I select what courses i take in school
I am kinda shy at first meeting
I am elarning how not to look at the key borad when I am typing
I own my own computer
I love to be in the out doors
I love to camp
I am shorta afaid hights since this past summer
I like watching house. bones.
I love the movies Harry Potter books and movies
my room is kinda messy
I love to Play sims 2
I have 5 different e-mail addresses
I am an okay drawer
I have a helmet that is red with caution tape
I live in Ontario
I live on a street with a number
I use to have sezires when I was a babybut out grew it
I was hit by are car at age 7 and was in a wheel chair for 6 months
I love too hang out with friends.

Lord of The Rings Marathon

2009-01-03T03:33:00.002-05:00

Well I started a Lord of the Rings Marathon at 2pm Saturday in Straffordville, and Im just getting home now.I am so tired that I am over tired. But I just thought I would share that. Well im gonna try to get some sleep.

Friendships

2009-01-01T02:09:00.002-05:00

Well, I have been pretty messed up from august to December. Between my parents. Children's aid and my friends.

Over the summer I had come out to my closet friends and family, My ex best friend and her uncle had invited me to Toronto to go to Gay Pride parade, I said sure that I can go. Then later around 12 am that night she was like telling me how three where gonna be people doing some really strange stuff, it was sorta creeping me out, as I had just come out to her like not even 4 weeks before, I was just really coming to turns my shelf.

Then out of know where she starts to try to like do stuff, it was uncomfortable as I was already in an relationship and I didn't have those feelings towards her. I told her that then she got all mad and told me that she was not gonna talk to me again. I did not know what o do so I got up dressed and left.

Well I have tried and so many different occasions to try and talk to her to tell her why I could not go. She's still like mad and stuff that I did not play into the little game of hers.

She thinks that because I'm Gay I have feelings for all women in that way, but the truth is its just the as a girl liking a guy or a guy liking a girl.

I just needed to get this off my chest, I had tried to talk to her tonight but I just got yelled at again and stuff.
Well I'm not sure of what I can do about this Ill just have to wait it out

New Years

2008-12-31T16:28:00.000-05:00

I just want to wish everyone a happy new year year and best wishes in 2009

What to do at 1 37 am

2008-12-30T01:37:00.002-05:00

For some odd reason I am not able to fall a sleep and its like 1 40 am. I just have a lot on my mind. I had Christmas with my Aunt and Dad Dixie, and while I was there I felt like Dixie really did not want me to be there Like I would try and make convosiontions but she would not really even ansewr in a sentence. Then when I wanted to help with supper she was like No the patoes have to be a certian size. I am like thinking whileI have taken cooking adn do know how to cut something the same size.

Now They have put photos up and and I am not there in any of them them they dont even mention me when they say who was all there for Christmas. I really feel like I dont belong with my dads family or my moms. Like I know I have not been around since grade 9 but if they had not driven me out of tyhe house I would still be there.

My New Yearsresalotion is to Make my own little family and only seround my self with people who want to be around me not people who feel forced to be around me.

Well its now 2 45 am and I should once again try to fall asleep. lets hope it works this time

A Night In My Hammock

2008-12-29T18:08:00.003-05:00

A Night In My Hammock

I lay in my hammock

looking at the moon lit sky

When I hear a wolf howl in the distant night

I can see for miles over the tree top

it`s a wonderful view.

The wind blows ever so lightly

rocking me to sleep

like a new mom

holding her baby tight

When the wind blows, though the trees

it sounds like a father singing a song to his daughter.

I feel like I am free

in the hammock, no one around

but the wild life.

No sounds of traffic in the air

only the sound of the wind and

slate falls off in the distant.

In the early morning,

you hear birds cherping and singing

the sun just peaking over the trees

to worm me up

as I lay in my hammock

on a warm fall night.

Copy righted Bye Eileen Boudreau 2008

You are Special

2008-12-29T18:01:00.002-05:00

You are Special

You are wery special

You are uniqeak

Their`s only one of you

People say you need to be smart, good looking

But the truth is you need to be you

they are just jelous

The only person who should care about yourshelf is you

You are very special

you are uniqeak

their`s only one of you

So be you adn dont worry

about what others say

Copy righted byn Eileen Boudreau 2005

The Sun

2008-12-29T17:55:00.002-05:00

The Sun

The sun is nice

The sun is awsome

It`s worm during the summer

It shines brightly all year round.

The sun is our friend

It keeps you worm

It shines brightly

It makes you feel happy when your down.

The sun is nice

The sun is awsome
The sun is our friend

I like the sun because its so beutiful

The

Sun

Aswesome

Copy rigthed Eileen Boudreau 2006

the moon Delight

2008-12-29T17:36:00.003-05:00

The Moon Delight

We see the moon

on a clear crisp night

When we hear a loon

out in the distent night

The moon shines bright

in the sky at night

until the morning light

when we get showered in the morning delight

So let's enjoy the moon light

for some moon delight

I promise you that you will

have a hart full of moon delight

We see the moon

on a clear crisp night

When we hear a loon

out in the distent night

So lets enjoy a beutiful night of

Singing

Playing`

dancing and more

under the moon light on a clear crisp night

Copy righted by Eileen Boudreau 2006

Tubeing in 2002

2008-12-29T16:47:00.005-05:00

Kinda going slow.

Almost falling off the tube.

Picking uop speed yahooo!

Getting my barringsm from falling off .

Just chillaxing .

Getting cought in to wakes from 2 boats. You got knocked around a fair bit.

I was the Queen of Tubeing this summer in 2002. I love to do this it gets your adrenalin going. Hope to be able to do it again soon.

My trip to New Brunswick over the summer of 2003 or 2004

2008-12-29T15:29:00.009-05:00

Sam and I at the dinner table the Morning after we stayed at nihth in teh Pansy patch Inn.

Me getting ready for bed eating a sucker adn readding about the room that we stayed in. It was a room that a famous women satyed in but I cant remember the name.

Me holding the article up for the camra.

Ramona and down in St. John's New Brunswick.

Sam (l). Me Ramona at the same harbour

Some where in Quebec on our way to fredrickton New Brunswick

Sam and I on a ride at the fair, we like lived on that thing for 3 hours we just keptgoing round and round only ones riding great times.

Terry Burying me adn Ramonas nefew.

Helping Same make a sand castle.

Me trying to swim in the ocean in a two peice. It was like mid July and the water was frezing coldddd!!

At Ramonas family house. Imholding the cutest little guy ever. One of the few babys that dont cry when they see me.

After my little mix up with the katchup bottle. Awsome Mac and Cheese thou.

Sam and I trying to make a sand bridge but gave up and made a sand hill.

My purple hat and I watching the guys to make sure they dont need help out in the water

Me yelling at Eruc who decided to climb in the boat with Sam in it who has Down Syndrom and does not know how to swim.

Eric poking me and entaganzing me. After this photo was takin I takled him.

Helping Sam swim by helping her stay aflot.

I had a blast on thism trip. I got to swim in the ocean and climb up seaweedy covered rocks and, meet Ramonas family. I got to play on a jungle gym that was made completly out of wood. I was able to act like a normal kid on this trip. Was given permission to put these up by the famil with the names.

New Blogger acount

2008-12-28T20:58:00.000-05:00

Hey all. Hows it going Im starting up an account and I plan on keeping it updated so ya Feel free to leave me a comment