For some odd reason I am not able to fall a sleep and its like 1 40 am. I just have a lot on my mind. I had Christmas with my Aunt and Dad Dixie, and while I was there I felt like Dixie really did not want me to be there Like I would try and make convosiontions but she would not really even ansewr in a sentence. Then when I wanted to help with supper she was like No the patoes have to be a certian size. I am like thinking whileI have taken cooking adn do know how to cut something the same size.
Now They have put photos up and and I am not there in any of them them they dont even mention me when they say who was all there for Christmas. I really feel like I dont belong with my dads family or my moms. Like I know I have not been around since grade 9 but if they had not driven me out of tyhe house I would still be there.
My New Yearsresalotion is to Make my own little family and only seround my self with people who want to be around me not people who feel forced to be around me.
Well its now 2 45 am and I should once again try to fall asleep. lets hope it works this time
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